I decided to take it upon myself to care for somebody. Someone that I have only recently met and do not know much at all. Why? Well, because I understand. I understand what it is like to have the fear of not fitting in or to worry if you’ll ever be accepted. The fear of not knowing if you will ever find love in your life or that your life matters at all. I want to show him that life is a beautiful thing…That life does matter. And that there is hope. That there is a light at the end of the tunnel…You just have to see it. Believe it. Feel it. This is why I care for him. This is why I’m going to help/support him. Because no one deserves to feel isolated…No one deserves to be alone.
This is my chance for something great, and I’m going to take it.
I feel sick today, worse than I have all week. It sucks really…Soon I’ll be alone for about 10 days, my parents are going out of town. I am enjoying the weather…Feels like autumn outside. Couldn’t be happier. My friends are dragging me to see Lion King 3D tonight…I can’t say I feel well enough to go…But I do wish to go. Hopefully my boyfriend will too.
